I feel like calligraphy

I feel like calligraphy.
I'm misunderstood by many people. People understand only parts of me, I'm not able to say everything I wanted to say at once.
I'm speaking in another language because the language I would like to speak in, is a language which isn't allowed. I can't express my true feelings to everyone.

On the bright side of life, people who know me more think I can be beautiful. I can be art.
If I only would know how these other people were looking at me ..

More and more questions arise. If only a few would get answered. Start prototyping is the answer?